Disciplined Trader-Ex1 Beliefs

These are the questions i asked my subconscious(i couldn't really go into deeper conscious but here are the results to the best of me)

Q.Why are you not Trading?

A: I am afraid i might Loose.

Q:What will happen if i loose completely?

A:I cant find any other goal worth living for.

Q:Do you think u have the skill set to trade?

A:Yes i have 80% of the skills required for trading

Q:Which picture is stronger Trader or a S/W programmer?

A:I can a see a stronger picture of a me being a trader.

Q:Are you afraid to be rich?

A:I see myself as bad to be rich as people will be jealous of me and might start hating me.

Do you believe in competition

yes competition exists in trading competition is with in me ; me vs me competing with conscious decision to impulse and psychology

What do you think of taking money from other people as a result of superior trading skills.

I don't agree with this question i am taking money from market or giving to market;If i am taking in today i believe i will give it back to market.I am giving back because i believe its not my money.

What will happen if i dont give it back

I feel guilty to use that money.

What do u feel about losses.

Opportunity to give money to market and not feeling guilty.

Yes i do feel market owes me money after a series of losses.